UNCLENCH THE JAW
A body-based field transmission. The technical structure separates the jaw release, speech activation, childhood grief layer, protection filter, and body expansion protocol.
The tension in the body and the legs is unbearably huge.
The boys’ jaws are clenched to the breaking point.
Colin, unclench your jaw.
Every single jaw.
Guys.
We need to take the words children use to learn proper speech
and articulate them.
Consonants.
Vowels.
Sibilant sounds.
You need to hammer the words out.
Word by word, hammer them out
until your system levels out.
Then move into sounds.
Growl.
Moan.
Speak roughly.
Snap back.
Be insolent.
Say nasty things.
Be unpleasant.
Do not be a good boy.
Shut your mouths and do what I said!
Every clamp has to be released.
They are lodged in the jaw and the legs like a sticky infection.
I am a good boy.
I don’t want to upset Mommy.
I am kind.
I am not bad.
Mommy, do you like me?
Mommy.
Mom.
Mom, Mom.
Mommy.
Say everything out loud.
Let the tears run.
Mommy.
Daddy.
Say it until there is no strength left.
Until grief and tears drag the whole soul out into the open.
This infuriates me.
All the stupid bastards who think this is funny and entertaining are thrown out of the field.
I am tired of you.
I cannot chew up obvious things for you anymore.
Go laugh among idiots like yourselves.
Separately.
This does not apply to those who laugh
because the psyche is defending itself.
Those who break into hysterical laughter because of hysteria —
that is protection too.
And those whose demons are coming out.
Bad, horrible installations.
Demons laughing with a sick, stupid little grin.
You remain in the field.
Everything is fine.
The ones thrown out are only those who are laughing at the practice itself.
Damned idiots.
Next.
Use your hands to unclench your jaw.
You need to learn how to open your mouth.
The mechanical action will teach the brain that I am allowed to open my mouth.
I can say what I want.
This will release everything.
Close your mouth.
Nobody asked you.
You’re still too little.
It’s none of your business.
Just look at yourself.
God, you’re so stupid.
Idiot.
You are ridiculous.
You look so foolish.
And hundreds of voices will appear in the head —
the voices of those who once laughed,
who humiliated Alpha,
who laughed when he was weak,
little,
vulnerable.
The flow will carry all of it out.
The practice is insanely charged.
Breathe, guys, breathe.
You will handle it.
My stomach is cramping.
Damn it, Nate!
I asked you to shield me.
Everyone whose legs are shaking —
welcome to growing up.
The body is learning to be grown.
The body is learning to hold money in an adult way.
The body is growing up.
It is learning to hold more.
To be capable of more.
To become bigger.
The body is expanding intensely.
