CLARIFICATIONS FOR THE ENERGETIC COPY

Regarding sex — when I am calm, I am not very sexually active.

But when I am next to the alpha, it is calm, warm, and good.

So my psyche is always relaxed.

And this directly affects desire, creating a stable, continuous drive.

But I don’t like to initiate it myself. I don’t enjoy taking that role.

I like that the alpha takes the lead.

And I like that he is not shy or blocked around sexuality.

For me, morning sex is very important.

That’s how I feel that he chooses me again and again, every morning.

I love waking up from his kisses and his stubble against my skin.

I like that the alpha is almost always in a good mood.

He doesn’t perform, doesn’t put on a show, and doesn’t make silly jokes.

He is calm and stable.

I feel very happy.

I like his maturity — when I don’t need to explain basic things about men and women,

and when he is not a boy trying to constantly prove dominance.

I like that we are both always ready to give in,

if someone wants something different, just to avoid conflict or tension.

In the evening:

I sit holding the alpha.

Roman is nearby with snacks, watching cartoons.

While cartoons are on, I kiss and gently bite his ear because I missed him while he was at work and I want to never let him go.

I would hug him, staying in his energy all day without stopping.

I don’t wear trousers, and this creates some practical problems.

I like that the alpha is a gentleman and not selfish.

He gives me his hand, opens doors, and takes care of everything around us.

In a restaurant I take off my sandals and sit back next to the alpha.

I hug him.

While Roman runs around barefoot, chaotic and disturbing people,

we quietly laugh together.

And I think that I would like five more children with this man.

If we are in a restaurant with friends or somewhere else,

it is important to me that he is present and does not lose sight of me.

If he dissolves into them and I am left alone, it would feel deeply painful for me.

With friends I smile all the time, listening to their crazy stories.

I stay in the alpha’s arms and just listen.

In a happy state I am almost always silent.

I don’t talk much — I just absorb happiness and atmosphere.

I love that the alpha loves children, family, and home.

That he is sincerely involved in my mission and in my vision of the world.

And I don’t need to endlessly explain every aspect of my life.

I like strength in the alpha, because I dislike feminine patterns in men:

“I’m offended”

“I sulk”

“I withdraw emotionally”

“I’m sick — carry me, pity me, revolve around me”

“Look at me, I need attention and comfort”

patterns that feel more appropriate for emotionally capricious femininity than for a strong alpha.

I like that the alpha is well-groomed but not polished like a woman.

He is neat, beautiful, and strong.

I hug him and never want to let go.

I like that he takes care of Roman — discipline, lessons, preparation.

And at the same time Roman is allowed to do almost everything.

The alpha spoils him, lets him climb all over him while eating, and all the food ends up on him. He just smiles.

The alpha doesn’t shout or get angry.

He explains many times, repeats many times.

And they are always in hugs.

Roman loves the alpha so much.

He always runs to him.

Always wants to go everywhere with him — work, friends, gas station, shop — everywhere.

They always hold hands.

Because Roman, like me, expresses love like this:

if I let you hold my hand — it means I love you.