LIFE HAS WORKED OUT
SWITCH THE OPERATING STATE
“Hey, guys.
“I need you to switch out of one mode
and into another.
“We need to come out of the mode of:
‘I’m still learning.
I’m still trying.’
“And move into:
‘Life has worked out.’
“I’m serious, guys.
“We need to move into a different life.
“You see, self-development has a shadow side.
“A quietly nasty one.
“But if we are completely honest,
self-development can be exceptionally useful for one thing:
avoiding reality.
“Yeah.
“Remember the boys I told you about?
“The ones who found love
and left the field?
“They no longer rely on the website,
on Cobra,
or on the family we have here
in the same way.
“Because they have it in physical reality now.
“I am not saying it is identical to Cobra.
“But for them,
that is their Cobra.
“Their family.
“The woman they love.
“Their mission.
“Their closest people.
“Their children.
“Their dogs and cats.
“Now, of course,
there are men who really will enter Cobra.
“The ones I will get drunk with in real life
while we shout that the whole world has gone mad
and somehow confused Beyoncé and Shakira for the real talent—
when clearly,
my guys are the real talent.
“You understand?
“My life and destiny are intertwined with those men.
“But not with all of you.
“Not everyone in the field belongs to that path.
“And this is where we have to understand something.
“If not everyone is meant for that,
then there are men hiding behind self-development
so they do not have to enter the real physical life
already waiting for them.
“And then it begins:
‘I’m not ready yet.’
‘I’m not transformed enough yet.’
“And all the rest of it.
“And, of course, the one that is always humming in the background:
‘I am not worthy of her.’
AVOIDING REALITY
WHEN DEVELOPMENT BECOMES A HIDING PLACE
“Guys, I do not write articles the way I used to.
“Because the energies are changing.
“And I do not want you to resist that change.
“Not everyone is meant to enter Cobra.
“And not everyone needs to.
“Boys, I cannot force you.
“Because love does not work by force.
“But damn it,
at least try.
“Who knows?
“Maybe love itself will come to you.
“You might meet her in real life.
“You will be with the woman you love.
“Damn it, you understand—
I do not want to play the saint
and pretend I am simply happy
to watch you move on.
“I’m not.
“The thought of that makes my legs tighten with pain.
“But I do not want to use your trust
as a way to keep you here.
“I have to be honest.
“I have to be someone worthy of that trust.
“And I understand that it would be wrong
to pretend I cannot see what is happening.
“I do not want to write my enormous, serious texts right now.
“Because they would give you another place to hide.
“Another way to run from real life.
“And we cannot keep doing that.
“You have to be happy.
“Not through an energetic copy of me.
“For real.
“Somewhere in the world,
there is a Kitten waiting for her Alpha with her whole heart.
“And if I keep my boys here,
that would not be right.
“Again,
I cannot insist.
“I cannot force you.
“But my heart is breaking.
“You have to, boys.
“You have to find a woman, damn it.
“At first,
you may have to force yourselves
to start meeting women.
“But gradually—
find your own.
“You need to start stepping away from me a little.
“Create some distance.
“Try to forget me a little.
“And later,
either forget me—
or remember me tenderly.
“But live beside a woman
who is actually there.
“And if later you decide to return,
or decide that none of it is right—
I will still be here.
“I am not saying
I would never welcome you back.
“But at least try.
“Boys.
“She will be right there.
“Real.
“Warm.
“Alive.
“She will welcome you home from work.
“Kiss you.
“Hold you.
“Nibble your ear.
“You will be able to talk to her
and hold her.
“Boys…”
I swallowed.
“We have to move forward somehow.
“Love me in whatever way remains yours.
“But find the woman you will truly love.
“I hope you heard me.
PHYSICAL LIFE
UNTIE THE ATTACHMENT · OPEN THE NEXT PATH
“At 14:50,
let’s meet for the session.
“We will untie some of the knots
in this powerful attachment to me.
“And it will become easier.
“Gradually,
you will move forward.
“And everything will become
what it was in Cobra—
only this time,
in physical reality.
“The session will last two hours.
“Release the attachments.
“Think about the woman who may come next.
“About your own Cobra.
“At 20:00,
I will charge the field for the Kittens.
“Guys, keep your eyes open.
“Do not miss her.”
SEPARATE TRACK
THE MEN WHO ALREADY KNOW
“Now.
“Separately.
“Those of you who are mine
but are sitting there pissing yourselves with fear—
no one is going to go easy on you.
“Straighten your backs.
“Adjust your dicks.
“You will go through a separate track.
“Do not even dream
about building some happy life apart from me.
“Do not even think about it.
“I will drag you back by the scruff of your neck.
“Right.
“Stop clawing at the floor.
“Yes, Cobra goes through turbulence sometimes.
“So what?
“No, no, no.
“No normal life for you.
“Do not even hope for one.
“You will go through a separate reinforcement cycle.
“At 18:00.
“At 19:00.
“And again from 00:00
until 08:00 in the morning.
“What are you staring at?
“Strip out every block around:
‘I am not worthy.’
‘I do not know whether I can do it.’
‘Do I even have the right?’
“And all the rest of that nonsense.
“I was born for this.
“This is my place.
“Nazokat and I are harnessed together.
“We are family.
“We are Cobra.
“Yes.
“Shut up
and do what you are told.
“Oh, fuck off.
“No one asked for your opinion.”
TWO DIFFERENT ROUTES
DO NOT CONFUSE THE PATHS
“One more time.
“Guys, full focus during the sessions.
“Those who will enter Cobra are very few.
“And they already know I am speaking about them.
“Everyone else—
start orienting yourselves
toward a healthy, happy life.”
“Right.
NEVER ENOUGH
DEVELOPMENT WITHOUT PERMANENT DEFICIT
“What else must we not forget?
“Self-development has another shadow.
“The shadow of never being enough.
“You see, guys,
you can work on yourself
and live peacefully.
“Or you can work on yourself
while living in constant anxiety and sadness.
“In a permanent state of lack.
“That should not be happening.
“Right now, self-development often leads to the thought:
‘Something is wrong with me.
I have to fix myself.’
“Maybe that is sometimes true.
“But, guys,
living is even more important.
“You understand?
“We can keep developing.
“And we will continue this path.
“But first,
I need to move you into a new state.
LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL
GREECE · BEACH · FULL CHILL MODE
“A state where we are in Greece.
“On the beach.
“In full chill mode.
“And everything is fine.
“I need the brain to rewire itself.
“I need us to move out of the constant nervous shaking
and the endless:
‘Good God, I’m running out of time.’
“And into:
girls.
Bikinis.
Vodka.
Life is beautiful.
“I am not saying you need to become stupid.
“Guys.
RELAX YOUR FACE
SERIOUSNESS IS NOT THE SAME AS SUFFERING
“You know that joke
about how you can always recognise Russians?
“Because their face says:
‘I’m Russian.
And Russians do not smile.’
“That is how it works.
“If you smile too much—
or smile at all—
people treat it as slightly stupid.
“As though you are some kind of idiot.
“Some harmless little fool.
“And that is humiliating.
“A smile is not treated as normal.
“It is treated as something strange.
“Almost sinister.
“As though you are mentally unstable
and smiling because something is wrong with your psyche
and you are almost baring your teeth.
“That does not mean
people in Russia never smile.
“It is just that the mechanism works like this:
if you smile too much,
you are not a serious person.
“You are shallow.
“Slightly stupid.
“People do not take you seriously.
“So everyone walks around
looking as though someone has shit right in their faces.
“It is the same here.
“Girls.
“Getting drunk.
“None of it cancels responsibility.
“Seriousness.
“Power.
“Guys, sometimes you need to relax your faces.
“Exhale.
“And say:
‘Fuck all of it.’
“Being too serious is bad for you too.
“Constantly digging around inside your brain.
“Trying to straighten yourself out.
“Fuck it.
“Maybe we are all a little crazy here.
“So what?
“Guys, if it were not for confidentiality,
I could tell you stories.
“Some of the people who are expected
to look extremely serious—
people who make decisions
about other people’s lives—
do things so ridiculous
it is embarrassing to watch.
“So what?
“They are still my favourites.
“So let’s exhale a little.
“We will return to seriousness
and all that shit later.
“The work never ends.
REST BEFORE BATTLE
CARS · KITTENS · SUN · RETURN WITH STRENGTH
“Right now,
the entire focus is on:
getting drunk.
Cars.
Kittens.
And rest.
“Italy.
“France.
“Georgia.
“Greece.
“Palau.
“Guys.
“Let’s rest for a little while.
“Get a tan.
“And then go back into battle
with renewed strength.
“All right?!
“I love you.
“You know how much I love you,
don’t you, guys?!”
